I believe the Hunter Moon is responsible for bringing back the-murder-in-panties situation. It has to be the reason. So big, so yellow and ever so bright, with an immense strong pull…I was no longer in charge. I would describe the emotional chaos and hormonal fuckery as being tossed into a blender until sum of my parts are much like a smoothie, yet not a tasty one.
I’m a firm believer that nothing just ‘happens’ – life isn’t a whimsical, by-chance path. There are reasons for all that happen. We might be at the wheel – but not always navigating.
I almost bailed on coming to Mexico…my emotions were leading my thoughts, as usual. When I went to change my ticket – it wasn’t feasible, and that was no mistake or mishap. There was a reason.
Jumped in the water directly after taking this image. Who could resist? I swam with the little boy, and made a new friend.
A quick change of clothing and then off to happy hour was the plan. It was a good plan! I don’t drink – but I can enjoy a wonderful virgin fruity mango drink, and I did. I wandered off down to the beach, taking images – and simply soaking in a sigh of relief and happiness. Fuck, I’m in Mexico…? That’s what I should be doing. The sun started its descend and soon it would be below the horizon…time for a swim.
I always feel humbled by the ocean. I’m small in comparison and I need that reminder every once in awhile. The water was warm and perfect. I always feel a magical feeling when swimming in the ocean at dusk. The horizon and the big red ball slowly drifting were at eye level. Floating on my back – I allowed my body to relax and let the waves take over. It’s a great exercise if one needs to restore faith and trust in the universe. I truly believe that.
Electric skies this evening. Royal sunset to the west – Dark and stormy to south – reflection and the back splash of the sun to the east…and I don’t really know what the north was up to…but it felt like I was aligning myself with my God, my supreme being, my place of worship, my higher level of consciousness : Oneness.
I'm right where I need to be.